My Emotional Trash Can

 I dont know but I figured out that each and every friend that I have who are in need of a shoulder to cry on when seems not to find one they turn on the web to talk to a perfect stranger and when done they feel so relieved.


I had my moments of grief as well and I admit that just like today’s generation I did turn to the web for comfort. I have been there a lot of times, a lot that I cant even count on my fingers.


But it doesn’t mean I dont trust my friends, of course I trust them just that I dont trust my self, there are a lot of things in me that I dont trust at all. I dont want my friends to know how weak I am when they all thought I am strong that no one can break me down on my knees.


Crying is not my kind of thing as well when I am so down flat on the ground. I do cry but not in front of the people I know, my crying time is when all those who can hear me are sleeping and crying place is my four wall bedroom.


People think I can go places and don’t have to worry about it because I have a bright future, do they really know who I am so they can say that I have a bright future. I dont think they do, at the back of a strong woman is a child hiding waiting to be found.


Bottom line is that I just want to thank all the strangers I meet online for being a friend, (Imaginary to most) you may not know it but I really did draw a strength from you guys.


Thanks a lot… :) Hugs!

Facebook Game Addiction

I am sure that I am not the only one in this whole blogging world who has an addiction to Facebook games. When facebook was still new I was so addicted to playing farmtown, then came farmville, and other kind of farming games. I think I tried it all.

But then I started to lose interest in it, I feel like I'm doing the same thing over and over again and nothing is changing so when the additional farm was introduced I bought some farms and decided to make my farm a flower farm... all of them.

I use to live in a house surrounded by fruit trees and flowers "well thanks for my parents green thumb". So designing this virtual farm is quite challenging and interesting.

Here is a sample of the flower farm I did... not yet un full bloom but I guess everybody can get the idea...

it looks like I planted the flowers in rows but actually no I design them slanting lines... anyway thats not the point of this entry.. the point is that what ever addiction we have in the virtual world we can always find a way to make them cure of stress "it does for me".

How about you?
what kind of game have you been addicted with?
"both off line and on line"