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Saturday 9 July 2011

A smile Under Your Tears

hello guys.. back on tract...

I have been away for quite sometimes because I was in manila at saint looks visiting my cousin. While In manila I have learn to smile my sweetest smile even if i wanted to cry.

My cousin has a cancer and he doesnt know it yet, the doctor says he got 3 month maximum to live. It was really painful for us to be in the middle of the right of the patient to know and making his last days memorable for him and mostly for us. It's a selfish decision but I guess it's just the right thing to do. A glimpse of hope is better than knowing that there is no more hope.

What is more painful is that he is just too young, he is too kind and most of all one of the closest cousin I have. Sometimes I asked God why he has to do this while there are a lot of bad people being free, but then again who am i to question God. I guess he has a reason that what ever I do to understand I cant and will never.

To those who have sent postcards and a get well soon card to him, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart, you made him smile and give us hope that we will see his sweetest smile longer than what science have said...

9 comments:

kiran sawhney said...

Oh! that is so sad.

Rachit said...

shocking to hear such news. May the good God take care of your cousin. :)

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Anonymous said...

Ι have hopes, for a miracle...
Don't forget, no matter what, that everything that happenw have a reason...
I send you all my love and compation...
I'll be there for you, if you need to speak to someone. Sometimes, a stranger helps as more than family in times like this. I know. I' ve been there...
Kisses, sweety...

Jyoti Mishra said...

ohh that is so sad..
I convey my love to u.
I missed few of your posts as I was disconnected from web.

✿Sie✿ said...

sis *hugs hugs*..we can't explain why sis..I have a heart ailment sis and I faint often..sometimes I also ask God..but the best thing is..let us learn to live everyday as it is our last..life is so short..even us sis we don't know till when will our life be..

miracles do happen sis..I'll include your cousin in my prayers ha..love lots sis..

Unknown said...

so sorry to hear about your cousin. i don't know why god take good people. i hope you feel better darling. stay strong.

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MG said...

uhmmm we can still hope for miracles ^_^ smile maybe ur couzin need to see ur smile to feel better

✿Sie✿ said...

sis kumusta?

Anonymous said...

Sending my love yo you both, I know it is tough and sometimes we feel lost in front of sickness and pain. God will be there always and to him we belong.
Take care.

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